Miracle ?

I guess the miracle come
As my determine to wait is not that wrong
But it's weird
I don't know why I will like that
I'm supposed to be happy right ?
Hmm.. I'm happy but
I'm quite confused too
And I know whenever you come back you just maybe have an aim or purpose
And the truth has prove it
But how silly am I still wondering that maybe one more time
And make you happy
And at the end you leave
Ya I know this
I think I've change
Last time when I talk to you and it's not supposed to be like this
Maybe just some kind or protect of myself ==
Cause I've been there and I really terrified
And actually sorry dint help
And I suddenly think that
This is enough I think I should stop I fed up of you maybe I can do this
But seriously can't
And you just don't understand how much you hurt me
And I'm not gonna make it so easy for you like last time
George Santayana have said: those who can't remember the past are condemned to repeat it
This time I remember
But I guess I'll make it again...

PS. But you're just the boy, and you don't understand